15 Aug 2005 03:17 PM Send me luck.......
Hiya!!!!
Back in the house, i run off again this weekend! Realy had to let everything sink in. I think that happend by now. I changed my shedule keeping in mind all the things i need to do this week and the people i have to go see and say goodbye to. If im correct this week the trucks will come in and take away all the stuff that we gonna bring to Romenia. I thought it would all hit me at the party and that would cry alot on the party. I just cryed a lil tear fridaynight, but it realy didt feel like it was the last party. It felt so normal and we partyed like we always do. I went out after and had a blast like always.
But now monday and i feel it, this week is not gonna be like a normal one, alot of the operators will work there last shift like my girly Flame! People comming in and takeing away stuff....... Today i do the girls make-up and after that i will go to my mum and break the news, im so nervous i realy dont know how she is gonna react. I was dreaming about it last night and it didt went to well in my dreams. My dad called me over the weekend i didt say anything cuz i need to tell my mum first. I did tell my dad ill come over soon...... he said oh realy? Why?? lol hahahah i said huh well you know just dropping by (he doest live so close to just drop by lol)
You know whats weird i have has so many dramatic changes in my life and im realy used to things changing and can handle it very well but im sence i handle this change slightly differend, not bad tho..... just differend. I do know if i told my mum, no matter how she will react i will feel better, so its time to tell her now! So after make-up today at 22.00 i will go home, think of me guys and send me luck!!!!
P.S: Realy to bad the messageboard doest work, we have alot to talk about with everything going on!
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